knowing i dont know

Ick-
so im writing this now in hopes that no one will rat on me but yeah..
im living w/ my aunt and uncle and because of the job they must leave nest year ...my last year of high school... im so lost i know that " it will all work out" i get that but i hate not knowing i truly do , i fell asleep in the van on the way home from seeing where my uncles new job would be... i dreamt that i was sleeping in i guess "my" car in the school parking lot... i flipped when i woke up, but what if i have to do that some night what if i dont get of work till late and i cant go crash at someones house , will i be ok w/ that, am i ok w/ that.... i guess next year ill be "house less" cause i know i have a home i have lots but i dont expect homes doors to be open at just any time .... and what of school and food and a job....ugggggg..... i know "everything will work out" i just wish i knew for whos good....if any .... and how... i despise not knowing its a weakness to me and i loath being weak...but ill stop my rant about my loss of "knowing" and hope to do well in school and that i pass my drivers test....we only have about 10 weeks til the end of school breaks included.... uggg..... oh well