so yeah... i feel like a complete idiot. and a hypocrite. i need to get over myself and just kinda learn to trust i guess. i need to stop doubting myself as well as everyone else. i love her with all of my heart i need to get it through my thick skull that she is the exact same. i need to learn that the whole world isnt out to get me as much as it may seem. she told me last night that when i question her like i was it pushes her away, when she said that i felt like ramming my head into a wall i remembered yelling the same thing at my mom when she said she didnt trust me. i really do see how much impact i have i didnt notice before. shes sad and i have a chance to help and all im doing is making things worse. not anymore . i love her to much to just let her slip through my fingers and disappear. ill do better. i love you elizabeth.
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