sitting on the side lines

here i sit. waiting im told i could cheer so loudly, just maybe call every now and then. i wish i could scream out "good job sweety!" "i love you so much!" , and " im so proud of you" but i cant. cause if i scream to loudly i might become annoying and pest in the back of your mind. so i promise i love you no less i promise i have faith in you no less. i promise your no less beautiful. i promise i really am still here for you. im just sitting on the sidelines all you have to do is call my name.