Saturday, January 16, 2010

dolly parton
Circle I Limbo

Trixies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

The New York Yankees
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Osama bin Laden, Republicans
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Hipsters
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

max meiners
Circle VII Burning Sands

Rednecks
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

PETA Members
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Crying

i find myself crying everyday
i want this internal rain cloud to dry out
but it just keeps comeing... i cant seem how to grasp that
hes gone
he really wasnt that strong
he was only a kid
i need to talk i need tyo converse my thought with some one
but im left empty handed when it comes to that everyone i try to talk to it about up and disappears they all leave they dont want to deal
i dont want to deal
i need to deal

Monday, October 5, 2009

fuck...

im head over heals and scared of falling and breaking my neck...

i know its not my place to tell you what to do who to see where to be.
but cant i be allowed my opinion of people...?
trouble seems to follow this person in search of the kill..
i dont want you taken away from me..
you have to be thinking somethings not right with him also...
you where so excited for me to meet all of your friends and your family..
and this dude it took 5 times of me seeing him before u introduced us...
it was twice before you introduced me to cody...
you dont stay in the room to talk
your secretive...
that shit scares me...
i dont want to worry but i dont know how not to.
i just want to be able to know ur out haveing fun when ur not with me
and i dont understand how ur mind will let u not stress when ur with someone who is fucking running...
i wish you would just stick to the people your proud of me to meet.
and i hope your still proud to call me urs...
i love you... i care about u... i promise im not trying to be your mother..
i just dont want to loose you so i worry.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Iv grown accustom to your face

your amazing dear.
youve seemingly swept me off my feet before i had a chance to put them on the ground.
your so amazing and i cant figure out how the hell i managed to become your girl but im so happy i am. im not sure if ill show you this website so you can read it but i love you so much you make me so happy and im so sorry im sad all the time its just how i protected my self for so many years but you really do make me happy i promise just give me time to learn to smile right side up and ill be there.. ::kisses::

Sunday, August 2, 2009

sitting on the side lines

here i sit. waiting im told i could cheer so loudly, just maybe call every now and then. i wish i could scream out "good job sweety!" "i love you so much!" , and " im so proud of you" but i cant. cause if i scream to loudly i might become annoying and pest in the back of your mind. so i promise i love you no less i promise i have faith in you no less. i promise your no less beautiful. i promise i really am still here for you. im just sitting on the sidelines all you have to do is call my name.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

cravings

i crave you night and day not just ur body but you mind your presence you love i crave all of you i want to be with you forever and now. please give that to me you continuously apologize for what youve done but iv told you over and over its ok. its in the past.. if you feel like you must give some form of retribution for what was done give this to me. give me the only thing iv ever craved. all i want is to love you and to be loved by you and for the whole blasted world to know it. i want to be yours forever no matter what i love you with all of my heart and soul and i dont understand this continuous procrastination you have nothing to be worried about, other than your own doubt. i love you and i know you love me. ugg. rawr. please this is really all i want.

oh happy day... oh happy day

shes back to her again happy dance omgz happy! meow! :happy: