Love... i has it.

So. this coming monday will be two months and i sincerely wish i could just spend all week with her to show her my love... but alas i have to wait till the holiday weekend. but im stil so very happy. i dont quite understand this love that swells within my soul. I have honestly never loved this much or like this. Im a very pessimistic yet honestly every time i take just a second to think of her ( when im not worrying of course) i get this big stupid grin on my face and it feels so amazing to be so happy. At two months im normally freaking out cause i either have feelings for the person and dont know how they feel or i am utterly bored with the relationship and trying to find a crafty way to break up with out getting my hands dirty. ... But this time im happy. im not scared cause i feel as if she loves me the same. and well that thought just makes me giddy. ... so heres my predicament.. how do i define this love? cause yeah... i cant seem to find words to describe this.