The Beatles

" iv just seen a face i cant forget the time or place when we just met shes just the girl for me and i wont all the world to see we've met,...fallin' yes i have fallin' and she keeps callin' me back again." - the beatles
im sitting at school scared out of my wits about someone finding out, i know i want to go on with this facade just for the few months of high school left. i dont need that many glances my way. I have one friend who i will tell , most likely after my first buckeye day. Im truly scared but also extremely happy... i was thinking last night listing everything that i had ever thought or done ( that i could remember) and i started to remember more and more... like telling my self " shes just a friend" to my best friend i 8th grade... and even stuff like truth or dare in 8th grade ... which was when i got my first kiss at a slumber party.it makes sense... and so do other physical things... it seems like it makes sense... things i never said things i dreamed when i was younger... i am in no way saying it all makes sense in fact... i must say my head is about as fuzzy as an over stuffed teddy bear, but im happy to have some one to talk to , some one who makes me feel special , some one who makes me feel loved, some one who truly care for and likes every single cell of me >.< and it makes me giggle with giddyness. so yeah im ranting in a happy kind of way .. _happy dance- life is going to be a very big rollercoaster, but , i have so one to ride with me.