I need you by me beside me to guide me to hold me to scold me cause when im bad im so so bad.

" woke up got outta bed dragged a comb across my head made my way down stairs and had smoke" - th beatles
TODAY SUCKED!!!!
it started w/ lat night, i couldn't keep my meebo up cause the storm was making the power flicker.. and that put me a a wretched mood and i was horrible mood and i felt like shit for it , later of course im to dense to feel that way at first. ... so do to that when i woke up LATE this morning instead of seeing the face that would have calmed me and made me smile... i had the face of my alarm clock staring back at me... oh joy.. it was telling me i had 20 mins to get ready instead of my normal 45... and although 20 min may seem like alot to be considered "running late" i have to
-get dressed
-brush my teeth
-straighten my hair
-put my make up on
-fix my breakfast
-fill up my water bottle
-get my coffee
-grab my lunch
-pack my back pack
so needless to say i didnt get all that done... which in turn pissed me off even more...
THEN when i got on the bus this morning.. my purse which weighs about 5lbs... spills onto the floor of the moving bus... i honestly think i yelled fuck...
my day got progressively worse from there... i have to take a math make up thing ... and i have a test tomorrow in astronomy... and well... college is scaring the crap out of me... so iv come to this lovely conclusion that... i need a healthy dose of her every morning and every night of my day sucks... shes my drug.. :D